this & that for here & now

Heck.

Here's the address of my new blog. I'd prefer the layout and interface :D It gets better and better.

I have officially moved somewhere else to blog. privacy's sakes. not wanting everyone to know how i'm doing. morbid. ha.

Well i'd prefer tumblr since the layout is much more simpler. If you want to know the address.. Leave your link / email and i will reply to you my new blog add. Livejournal's been cool. I'm a typical sell-out.

See you.

"We exist but we're taking it slow
Now let's just see how we go"
-Lily Allen's Who'd Have Known

I've yet to blog her for a month i think. I am not even sure if people do bother reading this space anymore. Or see a reason to even read it in the first place.I'm drifting further up the river of life or in lay-man's terms, "growing up". The pleasure of writing has somehow seeped away from me plus the thrill of being online has somehow subsided. To think i am paying $74/mth for this mobile broadband but i rarely use it. Boohoo. Except the occassional pirate acts! ;)

You know the part where there is so much things you wanna write down but you're not sure how to express it and whether it will come out right?  This past few weeks i've been feeling a bit different. Possibly much more mature and perhaps i am able to act like my age. I am not longer regressed, i feel a bit less responsible too though they say when you make a certain choice, you sacrifice something else. I have sacrificed "something else" but it may be for "something better" to come. This may have been the toughest decision i have made in my life but i just felt i had to do it and leave the relationship. It was slowly taking my energy for the worse, though i can say i will never love someone else just as much or give as many. Ahh so much drama but at least we're still friendly.


I am not working today nor tomorrow cos there isn't much work but i still will get paid! How amazing is that?! Okay chiao time for lunching.

I'm turning into a private person. So i am blogging elsewhere. Maybe.

Toodles.

 I admit i am such a boring person. Though at times I can be very very interesting and interacting with me can be the most riveting activity on the face of this planet! Still i do have my share of inflexibilities and insecurities (like STILL not getting a full time job, my mum is showing the utmost concern, by getting me the newspaper and asking me to check the Recruitment section :(  GAH)

I will get over this "trial" period no matter how depressing it is. I took a break from job hunting last week & went to the zoo with a couple of mates from work. Very very fun.There is such thing as a free lunch in this world after all. I like the zoo, but when i was youngeer the thought of walkin. I am trying to upload all the photos into Photobucket but apparently it has been an hour and once i uploaded it the photos dont seem to appear on the album. This is pissing the hell out of me.

Anyway guess what i will be going cable skiing later on at ECP maybe it will be fun though i'm not very sure if i should take part in it too. :D till then!

Pimples are annoying. I have one and its the size of Texas, or in local terms, perhaps Punggol. THAT has dampened my confidence for the day because if boyfriends notice it,it is B-A-D. Since 99% of the time they're ignorant to your looks unless 1)you make them look at you or 2)you are scantily clad or even maybe naked. ha!

I love micro-blogging! That is the way to go, extremely convenient, hassle free and to top it up, you can even update while taking a dump. Everyone's raving about it but it'll be a matter of time till people will get back to normal blogging. IF they do.

Anyhoo next time you're at the library or looking for a good book look for "Aliens-Why they are here" by Brian Appleyard. First, the author has a very catchy name, secondly, Aliens are a more feasible idea in movies & extraodinary occurences than goblins or pixies. (Last I heard, when i was in Brownies talk about goblins, elves &pixies were the rage!)

I wonder if people do read my blog, must only be a handful.

 I'm not SOOO easily frustrated. But i can be, though i often believe (after intense persuasion or a debacle in my head) i am a very tolerant person. More tolerant than Jesus. More tolerant than that roti prata man or Indian pancake. I am mature yet tolerant. See how it rolls off your tongue?

I'm getting real tired of applying for endless jobs. ARGGHHHH. Sometimes 5 months really feel like a week except that unfortunately i am in a tedious cycle which never cease to end. *ONE BIG SIGH*

I'm really looking forward to Fauzie's birthday i got him a very funny gift even my mum was amazed at how ridiculous i can get. That's just me! Interesting quirky and often misunderstood. haha! He'll be 23 this June and apparently if you're a non believer  Geminis and Leos do get along REALLY WELL. This month would be our 3rd year together irregardless of how many times we had our major tiffs but i believe we'll be together even longer than that! (I HOPE!)

Happy Monday to you. I hope everyone is really doing well. To Jelynn and Sotong I hope we can go to Netherlands together in December. I wanna see snow. :D

I may have applied about 14 jobs this month so far and probably it'll get more by the end of the month. GEEEEEZZZZ. Not that i need MORE money, i am fine with my current temporary job but sometimes you need to break the cycle when its get a bit dull. -.-'''

To potential employees if you are looking for great enthusiatic smart and definitely efficient people you're looking at me NOW! (Something with moral fibre of course. LOL)

My mum is what you call a mocktail, wild and flavourful but still conservative (the lack of alcohol in the beverage remember?).

My youngest sister has advised me not to waste money bringing her to restaurants with western cuisines ESPECIALLY one with lots of pasta and dishes drowned with cheese. It makes her barf anytime of the day. Maybe because just 2 weeks ago that my dad brought her to a pasta restaurant and she rejected the pasta wholeheartedly, only with a minuscule taste of it.Or perhaps the pasta rejected her. She's one fine lady. Today i wanted to tell her how miserable i am, how i just want to lay down in bed and stop thinking for once. Stop worrying. A week ago i had acne the size of Texas. But that's not the whole point. I feel miserable, i really do. Part of me dissolved last night. It'll go away i know it.

I look up to my mum because as she got older she became more independent, wiser and perhaps a bit more load on her shoulder since she's practically a single mum -.-'' I feel weaker than i usually am, i am worrying the whole world on my shoulders. And right now i need a sandwich, that may perk me up by a little bit.